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| were all just looking for a way out. and escape. something that defines us from the backdrop of sublimation and life.
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| Today started when i woke up at 7am to the sound of my alarm.
i then hit the snooze button every 6 minutes until 10:30am when i actually got up.
I then proceeded to shower and shave, as one does in the morning. I
skipped breakfast and instead went straight for some prozac and
anti-biotics. that tided me over until lunch-ish.
After that I went to school, signed in and then left again with Stew
and went to the mall and had a mcflurry. An oreo one. And a beer.
Started drinking early today. Stew and I then went to Parknshop and
bought a cheep bottle of rum to make us like pirates. we also bought
some cups and a bottle of coke.
Stew and I then went to fortress and played virtual ping pong. Im not
very good and i lost. I then went to school for my maths class. Maths
was interesting. Anywho, fast-forwarding to 20 minutes later, i
rejoined stew at parsons music. We then proceeded to Page One to steal
Mr.Men books, but chickened out.
After that we went and smoked up.
Then we went to Chun King Mansions and had some kick ass Vindaloo Curry
and watch the one day match between india and australia. I have a
feeling australia got there asses kicked.
Then we went to a bong shop disguised as a skateboard shop. I bought a cigg holder for the joints i had with me.
Then we looked for a cyber cafe but couldnt find it...it like, dissa-fucking-peared.
Then we went back to the festival walk, andd bought tickets to see Click. Thennn we went and got completely stoned.
Then i went to see click, high. Now, this is the sort of movie where
you could be sober and itd be funny, but my god, its funny. I nearly
actually crapped my pants. i was rolling on the floor laughing at one
point. okay i lie, but i was kicking the chair infront of me.
after that we went and chilled out at the park. that was also fun.
then mother rang and told me to go home.
AAAAND so here i am, at my desk, typing this.
Lyrics:
Going out preparing for a weekend,
getting high with my best freind,
Only I want to be with you
I cant remember now, but im sure of
the special times we had,
Looking back on it now
thats not what she said
I wanna fall into your arms
hold me tight
I wanna fall alseep with no regard,
for whats wrong or right
I wanna fall in love with you tonight
Creeping out of my chamber,
nothing looks like it used too
but its happeneing so often now i get used too it,
and now i see youve gone throuhg
the old photos, of good times past
I knew it wasnt good enough to last.
but sometimes its a surprise what people do
and here you are, im still with you.
I wanna fall into your arms
hold me tight
I wanna fall alseep with no regard,
for whats wrong or right
I wanna fall in love with you tonight
I never loved you before tonight
but tonight,
it would be alright
to fall in love with you
I wanna fall into your arms
hold me tight
I wanna fall alseep with no regard,
for whats wrong or right
I wanna fall in love with you tonight
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| If only life were like that.
You didnt have to chose to work, you just made the choice at the start of your life. All or nothing.
I would chose nothing. Because when you have all you lose sight of
whats important. but then, if you had nothing, would you know
whats important?
Some would and could argue that i have a lot. But do i really? I look
back over my past 18 years and think no. No i dont have enough. Enough
anything. Well nothing important anyway. Humility, Dignity, Honesty,
Maturity, Modesty. I possess very small amounts of those qualities.
Enough to get by, but not enough to change the world? Is that enough?
For some people yes, for others no. My values are my values. Kids these
days are different, and adults just need to accept that.
Well enough philasophical crap.
Im going adventuring on sunday again. I managed to burn my hand on molten plastic just now and my finger hurts
I've taken to burning stuff in my room. Its fun. Fire is so interesting...
I drank some apple juice before. I like apple juice. its yummy. like...iaunno, yummy stuff.
Nothing overly weird or exciting has happened, except i got kicked out
of my fucking common room 5 days before i finish school because i swore
a little too loudly. actually i think it was just the conctext i used
the word in. I said ":fucked" instead of "had sex with" or "performed
coitus with" or "slept with" or "lost my virginity too" (i was speaking
from a freinds POV, not mine. )
anyway. that blows so im going to have to hang in the library, and it sucks anus harder then...an anus sucky thing.
tomorrow night (friday) im getting high with my best freind stew.
Should be good. Then well probably go watch a movie. maybe. depends.
some cheep wine should be on the menu too. Love this being 18 gig tis great.
this next bits to my one spesh canadian fwend:
youre too cool for me. stop it. stop it riiiiight now :)
and that concludes the canadians only section of my post.
in other news my badger ate a porcupine. and he loved it.
in other other news my badger ran away with a squirrel.
in other other other news i bought a racoon. his names Cory. he can do
tricks like sit, stay, roll over, walk, dance, speak, play dead, heal,
fetch, catch, and steal the neighbours jewellery. its great.
yeah im just getting carried away now.
this has been Beej. wait...im still beej. or bart, whatever floats your boat.
night all.
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- bored.
- chem prac tomorrow.
- 18 in 15 days
- still bored.
hello cruel world. im gunna kick your ass.
i still have a chainsaw under my bed. no idea why.....
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